Wednesday, July 12, 2006

not even SMRT

"Both of them suffer from the same problem. They stand poised, ready to come through for me, but never quite doing so. But I guess the problem is really mine, because I keep watching their stance, hoping."

- me, a few days ago.

damn. I have had so much therapy and yet, I'm constantly slow on the uptake. it's so obvious it pains me to admit. I stand poised. ready to come through for me, but never quite doing so. why should any one else?

seriously, how did this just occur to me?

I'm sorry that I haven't offered anything interesting or smart recently (or at all). I'm annoying myself.

Go read Fark or BoingBoing...

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

dont worry about who is reading this. write for yourself ;) fuck everyone else! btw its pretty damn easy to forget that this experience is yours, you are the only one having it, and the only thing you can control is you and your experience. Everyone does it. Actually if you give up on changing others and/or waiting for them and instead change yourself and live in the moment you can find happiness! See... easy as 1-2-3 HA!!!!
i know you know this, just practice... one moment at a time. xoxo me

Anonymous said...

Funny, you aren't annoying me.

Charles said...

"Sometimes it's necessary to go a long distance out of one's way in order to come back a short distance correctly." Edward Albee in ZOO STORY.

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